there are days when things are hard
when the beeping of the machines reminds me
of days long past
and goodbyes I wasn’t ready for
and the one lying in the bed
is holding a piece of my heart
I happily gave away long ago
it is on these days
that I am especially thankful to come home
to the brightly colored yarn
and hook
resting where I last placed it
waiting for me to pick it up exactly
where I left off
and with each stitch I remember
and weep
and dry my tears with the blanket
that I’m making with the
memories