Today has been all about doing things for my Future Self.
Way too often I put off things, thinking that “later” will be better. Or, at the very least, okay. Like waiting to fill my vehicle up with gas. Or to put away the clothes. Or hooking devices up to charge. Moving laundry from the washer to the dryer. Or even starting supper. Usually this is followed by my Granny’s voice in my head, saying, “Lazy folks always did have the most to do.” Yes ma’am. We sure do.
So today I set out not to procrastinate, to “get ‘er done” as Mater the Tow Truck might say.
We’ve got company coming in later this week, so there are lots of things to be done in preparation. For one thing, it’s time to clear the couch of the clean, folded clothes. Completely clear. That’s a sure sign someone’s coming over at our house. *sigh* Bed linens washed and freshened up, done! (What, Procrastinator Tara, but you still have at least two days? You’re welcome, Future Self.) Kitchen straightened up and things put away, check.
And then the monumental task that had been running through my “needs to be done” list in my mind all day long–grocery store.
It’s not that I don’t like going. It’s just I fail at finding the right time to go. It always seems like it’s packed at our grocery store. Or at least busy enough that I see the same person on each and every aisle and have that awkward moment on each one–do I speak? AGAIN? Do I avoid eye contact and keep on trucking? Or do I skip an aisle in the hopes of throwing the whole thing off kilter? And I fail at finding the right cart. Too big, too small, or usually–the squeaky wheel. If you hear a squeaky cart next time you’re grocery shopping, just come on over and say hello. It’s me. Then I almost always fail at lane selection. I think I have a winner, and then the person in front of me decides to have the bagger rebag something or wants to pay with three different methods or has a zillion coupons. Nothing wrong with any of that. Unless you have coconut real fruit popsicles that you are trying to get home before they become mush. Then, you might desire a quicker checking out process. (Though they are not too shabby as mush. Just sayin’.)
So yeah, I dread the whole process. But as I thought through the next couple of days there just didn’t seem to be a better time. So the littles and I headed out this evening after supper. What an odd time to go to the grocery store, right? You’d think so, but there were many, many folks who had the same idea. And we were all there. Together. Loads of togetherness going on tonight.
But the thing is, it’s done. Things in the Frigidaire, freezer, and pantry, all waiting to be prepared over the next few days. It wasn’t fun, but I am so glad it is done. And I know that at some point in the next couple of days, Future Self is going to look back at me and say, “Hey thanks, that was really awesome that you pushed yourself to get it done when you did. I appreciate you for that. You are the bomb dot com.” (At least she’d better! Did I mention there were about four folks I seemed to be stalking through the store? Awkwardness abounding!)
This morning when I woke up, I thought I might get a nap in today. Chances were good I’d need one, what with getting over the cold and–well, do I really need good justification for taking a nap? If the opportunity presents itself, I’m at least gonna try. But as the day wore on, I decided getting things off my to do list was going to be more beneficial to my spirits and attitude than a nap would. And that’s saying something.
But you know what? Ask me in a couple of days, but I think Future Self would agree. Doing these things today will make me a nicer person later on.
Last night I told my littles who were not wanting to settle down, “Go to sleep. This is why y’all can’t get up in the mornings.” To which our Princess responded, “No, it’s not. We’re just lazy.” Ahem. Oh-kay, so maybe I was just talking to myself.
And on that note, I think I’ll call it a night. Future Tara will likely thank me in the morning.